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  • Feb. 8th, 2008 at 2:12 PM

i graduate sunday!!!!!! WOO HOO! 


  • Nov. 28th, 2007 at 6:27 PM

AH HHHHHHHHH! i heart my new job.  :-)

i'm so excited.

  • Nov. 13th, 2007 at 7:11 PM

so i am in such a good mood. i feel like i am in a really good place in my life right now. i quit claires last night. i walked in and turned in my key. somethingi have never done before, just walked in and quit. it felt good to do so knowing i dont need them anymore. i start my new job at Fast Access next week. i am so excited. it feels good to know that tuesday i will be done with my clinicals and i start my job wednesday. i will then only have class on friday mornings for the rest of the semster and then i graduate in Febuary. i am so excited!!!!! i take my certification exam in June.  chris starts his clinicals in like a month and a half and will finish school in April. i'm so excited about us being done and being out of school and movin on with our lives. i can't wait! EEE!! i feel like a big dork. i havent been this happy in a long time. sigh.


  • Sep. 6th, 2007 at 5:13 PM

so it been a long time since i wrote and it doesn't really matter because no one reads this anyways. chris and i have been discussing marriage a lot lately. We've already picked our wedding colors. i've picked my dress and the date. seems like lot even though we're no even engaged yet. We went and looked a rings a couple of weeks ago.  i never thought at this point in my life i would have found the one person that i can honestly look at and know that i want to spend the rest of my life with. sigh. i dunno.  i've been having all these crazy dreams about marriage and stuff lately. i wake up with a crazy feeling. i feel excited and scared all at the same time. i dunno. random babbling.

bought a car yesterday. i LOVE it. its a 2006 YELLOW (caps for yellow because it is brigh.)2 door Cobalt. its way cute. i love it! always said i would never dirve a yellow car, but i fell in love with this one. eventually, somewhere i will post pictures of it. YEAH FOR NEW CAR!

this blows big ones.

  • May. 30th, 2007 at 12:41 PM

sooo. i was hit by a drunk driver last night. he totaled my car. you should check out my facebook for pictures. i promise i'll upload some on here but i spent all night at the hospital and now i am super duper wiped out. not to mention all the pain killers and muscle relaxers i got. sweet stuff. later.

broken mirrors.

  • May. 19th, 2007 at 12:41 PM

a few months ago i broke a mirror. now i;m really begenning to wonder if that whole bad luck thing is true. 
in the last month i have spent over $1000 on my car. a $1000 that i do not have, so thats all piled in a credit card. my students loans are probably over $12,000. huh. funny paying money to a school that currently doesn't really want me. $300 for a class that i really don't need. not to mention $150 a month to my mom. OH OH and probaby another $5000 in credit card bills. no to mention intrest rates are going to go up! wtf. now i have a job making a dollar less than what i was. an di really didn't think that was going to make that big of a difference, and it does. so now i have another job. yeah. 2 jobs. this sucks. i'm back in the office. at least i'll get my dollar back even if it is on 14 hours split over saturday and sunday. yeah. there goes my weekend. fantastic. sigh. i hate my life currently.

found my soulmate,

dig - incubus

  • Apr. 1st, 2007 at 6:57 PM

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye,
and ask for forgiveness.
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.

If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another,
dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.
Oh, each other when everything else is gone.


  • Feb. 4th, 2007 at 8:58 PM

i know longer know what any of your religious views are but could you all keep me and my family in your prayers. i found out monday that my grandfather has stage 4 lung cancer and it is also in his lymph nodes and there is nothing that i can do for him. he has between 2 and 6 months left to live. its really hard for me because i am really close to him. i dont know what i am going to do without him. please just pray for him, even if you normally dont pray. please just pray.



  • Jan. 4th, 2007 at 8:44 AM

so i feel that if i actully put my resolutions into words then i might actually stick to them:

1. stop drinking cokes (anyone who knows me knows how hard this will be, because i HEART mtn dew)
2. stop smoking. which i have already done, and so has chris.
3. lose 30 pounds by the summer and be in shape.
4. stop relying on others so much.
5. take care oe myself better.
6. save money so chris and i can move out by the end of the year... hopefully.
7. stand up to my family.

so i'm thinking that 7 isn't to many to try and keep up with. i wish i had go the opportunity to see certain friends that were in town over the break but i didn't and it saddens me. i miss them i do. i know i should probably just grow up and move one but... i can't and i probably won't. sigh.