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a few months ago i broke a mirror. now i;m really begenning to wonder if that whole bad luck thing is true.
in the last month i have spent over $1000 on my car. a $1000 that i do not have, so thats all piled in a credit card. my students loans are probably over $12,000. huh. funny paying money to a school that currently doesn't really want me. $300 for a class that i really don't need. not to mention $150 a month to my mom. OH OH and probaby another $5000 in credit card bills. no to mention intrest rates are going to go up! wtf. now i have a job making a dollar less than what i was. an di really didn't think that was going to make that big of a difference, and it does. so now i have another job. yeah. 2 jobs. this sucks. i'm back in the office. at least i'll get my dollar back even if it is on 14 hours split over saturday and sunday. yeah. there goes my weekend. fantastic. sigh. i hate my life currently.
found my soulmate,
Amanda
But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye,
and ask for forgiveness.
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another,
dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.
Oh, each other when everything else is gone.
- Mood:
calm - Music:dig - incubus
-amanda
- Mood:
sad
1. stop drinking cokes (anyone who knows me knows how hard this will be, because i HEART mtn dew)
2. stop smoking. which i have already done, and so has chris.
3. lose 30 pounds by the summer and be in shape.
4. stop relying on others so much.
5. take care oe myself better.
6. save money so chris and i can move out by the end of the year... hopefully.
7. stand up to my family.
so i'm thinking that 7 isn't to many to try and keep up with. i wish i had go the opportunity to see certain friends that were in town over the break but i didn't and it saddens me. i miss them i do. i know i should probably just grow up and move one but... i can't and i probably won't. sigh.
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blank
i am so confused right now. so at one in the morning the other night my phone starts going off. and of all the people in the world it was a text from nic. yea.
from him: hey! i know its late and im sorry but i cant stop this feeling that i need to take you to dinner, as friends, so that we can catch up. think about it: i'll call you at 6
from me later that day: what exactly do we need to catch up on?
from him: nothing in paticular it'd be nice to see you though and id like to know how you've been. nothing about relationships thought
from me: i really don't see a point in it. i have nothing to say.
so yea. go ahead and tell me i'm a bitch but i dont care. i am so confused and frustraited. the entire time we were together he NEVER took me out. and now over a year after we broke up you all the sudden want to take me to dinner. no i have nothing to say, just the thought of it makes me really angry. i really dont think i could sit and talk to him. i have so much built up anger that i would prolly just cuss him out. what would he want to tell me now. sorry? no i doubt that will ever happen. the after that rude email that he sent me a while back. forget it... i just couldnt' do it. so maybe i am a bitch for not givin him the chance to say anything, i just can't.
- Mood:
annoyed
- Mood:
okay
Your Birthdate: February 11 |
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental. Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer. |
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.
They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.
To quote the Good Book makes me liable.
We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,
And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King.
It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong,
We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong.
We can get our condoms and birth controls,
Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles.
But the Ten Commandments are not allowed,
No word of God must reach this crowd.
It's scary here I must confess,
When chaos reigns the school's a mess.
So, Lord, this silent plea I make:
Should I be shot; My soul please take!
Amen"
a. we won't have to hire movers because i will sweet talk chris and michael into doing it for us.
b. michael and chris might be moving in next to us...
which means woo hoo party time! all the time... AND im not sure but i think all my frinds will be home so we can all PARTY! which i think will be cool because i dont think that all my friends have met chris and i want them too because he is way awsome! and i love him
/amanda\
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